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Semalam hadir ke satu program anjuran SAHAM stand for Sahabat Masjid "Ladies Night".. meriah.. tahniah buat junior2 yg berjaya memastikan acara berjalan lancar walaupun start pun memang 1/2 jam lewat.. ada fashion show, nasyid, dikir barat, persembahan silat dan sebagainya..
Ingin sentuh la sikit.. tntg 'kecantikan'.. emm, semua cukup lawa.. lemah lembut.. cantik.. ibarat kuntuman bunga di taman yg indah.. namun haruman serta serinya lain2.. pada sendiri.. suka sangat melihat bunga yg cantik.. namun ingin menemukan bunga yg mampu mengharumkan dengan auranya untuk sekitar yg terbentang.. siapakah sahabatku? siapa yg mampu menjadi penemanku? kini hamba lemah.. namun terus lemah dan lemah.. mungkinkah ini takdir bagiku?? tidak... ini adalah hasil dari tindak tandukku dan usahaku sendiri...

kadang2 menangis tanpa air mata.. kerana hati meronta mencari iman dan taqwa yang kian pudar dari dalam diri.. selalu mengharapkan penghargaan dan perhatian.. namun lebih hampa dan kecewa.. tidak seperti dulu lagi.. segalanya terhenti di situ..

late night.. making discussion with my partner last night.. wondering I am not in the right path..

[12:28:33 AM] kenshin_gan: ya...
[12:28:44 AM] kenshin_gan: anything want to discuss?
[12:28:55 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: hmm..
[12:29:04 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: many things.. confuse
[12:29:19 AM] kenshin_gan: just tell me
[12:29:42 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: but i think i have not enough information yet
[12:29:55 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: overall..
[12:30:03 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: what i got is..
[12:30:20 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: after did the piezo device..
[12:30:30 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: must think how to store the power
[12:30:44 AM] kenshin_gan: battery or capacitor?
[12:30:46 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: after storing it.. then how to control
[12:31:02 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: so far... i think batter using battery
[12:31:09 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: recharge the battery
[12:31:10 AM] kenshin_gan: a potential meter?
[12:31:42 AM] kenshin_gan: there are plenty of battery design... depend on what kind of battery is suitable for your purpose..
[12:31:49 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: but the problem is... the power is too small in amount
[12:32:22 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: i must find out how.. generate mybe in micro but can apply in mini
[12:32:30 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: that one use resonance
[12:32:33 AM] kenshin_gan: do you have any calcualtion or formula to show how is it work?
[12:32:40 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: yepp
[12:32:47 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: experiment also have
[12:32:53 AM] kenshin_gan: good..
[12:32:59 AM] kenshin_gan: better than me..
[12:33:01 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: but i want to find more
[12:33:23 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: the other problem... (but i still study on that..)
[12:33:39 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: sure is about control system... hehe
[12:34:09 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: sometimes.. i feel that.. i am too slow on that
[12:34:12 AM] kenshin_gan: how far you confident with your study about piezo?
[12:34:42 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: hmm... that one i cant sure it yet
[12:35:02 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: but base on the information.. and jurnal i found
[12:35:25 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: maybe it will be potential to make generator using piezo
[12:35:40 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: realy innovative..
[12:35:42 AM] kenshin_gan: do you have overall pircture of what is your research look like?
[12:35:57 AM] kenshin_gan: well, is good sign...
[12:36:18 AM] kenshin_gan: you now there is a good future within this research..
[12:36:27 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: i am otw to draw the overall flow
[12:37:03 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: i make a flow
[12:37:16 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: but many things more to clear up
[12:37:36 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: really worry about the software
[12:37:51 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: i need to learn more n more n more.....
[12:38:05 AM] kenshin_gan: in your research, you must think of the potential and critical questions where you must justify...
[12:38:30 AM] kenshin_gan: is not always learn.... but gather important information..
[12:38:52 AM] kenshin_gan: don't push too hard... cause this is a master program, not phD...
[12:38:54 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: now i already have the flow
[12:38:56 AM] kenshin_gan: relax..
[12:39:05 AM] kenshin_gan: can i see the flow?
[12:39:06 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: but yea2.. like u said
[12:39:12 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: must gather info...
[12:39:18 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: then choose the best way
[12:39:29 AM] kenshin_gan: send me the flow la...
[12:39:45 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: no.. i dont think it will be good
[12:39:59 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: not ready the carta minda lagi
[12:40:01 AM] kenshin_gan: let me see...
[12:40:06 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: all in sentence
[12:42:01 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: i wonder u will not understand
[12:42:06 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: okay just send
hmm..
[12:45:55 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: lg cepat
[12:46:25 AM] kenshin_gan: first files is about the performance of of hydrogen production based on different method of analysis...
[12:46:37 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: wait2
[12:46:40 AM] kenshin_gan: and then the constraint of the process..
[12:46:40 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: confuse2
[12:46:59 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: still doing technical paper on method?
[12:47:06 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: hah?
[12:47:40 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: klu mcm tu sy bleh hasilkan beberapa technical paper kalau ikutkan
[12:48:23 AM] kenshin_gan: as my usual style, put all the information in proper form...
[12:48:36 AM] kenshin_gan: always make summary of the study, finding...
[12:48:40 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: yep
[12:48:51 AM] kenshin_gan: is will be a good reference in the future..
[12:49:05 AM] kenshin_gan: But must be always relate and precise to the study
[12:49:16 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: emm.. this is why i always pening2
[12:49:39 AM] kenshin_gan: are you open my two files?
[12:49:45 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: ok2.. dah
[12:50:09 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: first is about performnce
[12:50:14 AM] kenshin_gan: in the second paper, is related to the previous paper on the resonant electrolysis..
[12:50:15 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: and then about improvemnt
[12:50:42 AM] kenshin_gan: in previous finding, i state how good is the technology based on literature finding..
[12:51:08 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: so then u choose the method?
[12:51:14 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: is it like that?
[12:51:19 AM] kenshin_gan: now i use science, fact, formula and method to prove it work as desired..
[12:51:28 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: yep.. i saw it
[12:51:36 AM] kenshin_gan: actully i'm not choosing a method..
[12:51:46 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: aha..
[12:51:55 AM] kenshin_gan: my methodology chapeter is like this...
[12:51:56 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: then?
[12:52:14 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: ok.. but like me...
[12:52:29 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: let say about the storing power method
[12:52:33 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: i still have to choose
[12:52:36 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: how??
[12:52:44 AM] kenshin_gan: first, i show that what is the general method to analyse the hydrogen production via faraday laws and thermodynamics..
[12:52:57 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: aha
[12:53:47 AM] kenshin_gan: then, is about the subject i want to reseach - resonant electrolysis- i show that is good... there is some other people have done it... (case study)..
[12:54:40 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: yepp
[12:54:48 AM] kenshin_gan: next, is the design of the testing apparatus, experiment procedures setup, water injector design and making of everything...
[12:55:22 AM] kenshin_gan: if all the paper work about the preparation is done, is mean that my methodology is done too..
[12:55:24 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: that one u dont make it yet is it?
[12:55:32 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: ok2
[12:55:33 AM] kenshin_gan: yes..
[12:56:04 AM] kenshin_gan: in the second file, last few pages haven't finish...
[12:56:16 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: how to be so clear like u had been
[12:56:31 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: hmm...
[12:56:38 AM] kenshin_gan: I'd gathered the information to continues but need a bit of time to digest and then summarise..
[12:56:41 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: many things to improve
[12:57:33 AM] kenshin_gan: I set target to myself, after finish this paper, the next to start is the apparatus set up.. and then make design of the test and injector..
[12:58:47 AM] kenshin_gan: as i meantion in the early discussion, your study is master, not phD...
[12:58:48 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: so when u will start the lab?
[12:59:05 AM] kenshin_gan: target is next sem..
[12:59:10 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: hmm..
[12:59:16 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: u have many time more
[12:59:25 AM] kenshin_gan: i also not clear about rnd last time i study master..
[12:59:37 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: i cant take too long for the paper
[12:59:47 AM] kenshin_gan: you are right
[12:59:53 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: but... i must clear about everything first
[1:00:15 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: if not.. i will not understand.. what i am doing
[1:00:21 AM] kenshin_gan: you should target to finish your paper work before the sem break..
[1:00:39 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: sept?
[1:00:47 AM] kenshin_gan: after that is the design and experimental setup
[1:00:53 AM] kenshin_gan: maybe
[1:01:32 AM] c@h@y@ kEteN@nG@n: okay
[1:01:36 AM] kenshin_gan: cheer up...
[1:01:45 AM] kenshin_gan: don't be upset...
[1:01:50 AM] kenshin_gan: oh yeah...

then i know that.. before semester break.. i must settled all.. =)