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:: LoVe ::

Yesterday I ate it.. miss home.. but my mother always support me to study.. so I must hardwork... :) My parents give permission for us to get married.... nikah September 2009.. his parents too.. alhamdulillah.. finally we got the solution.. sebulat suare... InsyaAllah... Syawal... I hope it will become the sweetest month for us... (hehe)
** Hana.. rahsie dulu k..hehe

Choco Cake.. wallaa

Good Luck everybody!!

Urmm.. I went outing yesterday.. to buy my sis wedding dress.. but... no choice.. cancel!!
Then go to Umi's auntie house at Kempadang.. emm.. makngah zainon... just attend...we have to bake a cake.. choco cake.. huh!.... act dont know how but still doing...

We have lunch.. learn some new recipes.. then... lastly we made it! very beautiful walla cake.. I made it! hehe 'perasan' sgt... alhamdulillah....

Umi's birthday...15th Feb.. God bless you okay...

1st time..

At about 5pm i went outing with kak as (my housemate) to buy some presents for ex-felo2.. then we got some very nice frame.. (flower arca..) not too expensive.. on the way comeback to UmP.. then kak as receive a call from ustz hilmi.. emm a student get hysteria.. urmm..

we rush.. I know that I will learn how to face this problem... now I am a FELO.. hah! first get the nurse.. then ustaz.. then... I learn everything...

But I am thinking why this kind of problem happen.. why they (the student) not doing something to avoid this problem.. from their dressing.. the room... hmm.. if me, not comfortable at all.. hmm I hope these students will realize the significant of making good relationship with God.. internal.. spiritual must achieve something.. at least keep doing the 5times solat...

I know everyday I learn more..

Dead is around us

"Ya Allah, aku berlindung di bawah 'arasyMu dari segala kesesatan dan juga kejahilan. Usah sekali-kali Engkau biarkan kami dalam keadaan yg merugikan diri kami.. amiin"

Death is around us. Everybody will dead. So must prepare amalan.. Sometimes I remember about that but sometime also I forget.. everyone we love will dead one day. My deep sense not prepare yet.. I am going to enter the operation room for the transplant surgery.. O Allah, guide me.. hope I always be with Allah.. my mum too.. emm

Allah, please forgive me..

"Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kami LISAN yang lembut basah mengingati dan menyebut (nama)Mu, HATI yang penuh segar mensyukuri (nikmat)Mu, serta BADAN yang ringan menyempurnakan ketaatan kepada (perintah)Mu.. Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kami IMAN yang sempurna, HATI yang khusyuk, ILMU yang berguna, KEYAKINAN yang benar-benar mantap.. (Ya Allah) kurniakanlah kami (din) CARA HIDUP yang jitu dan unggul, selamatkanlah dari segala mara bahaya dan petaka. Kami mohon (Ya Allah) kecukupan yang tidak sampai kami terpaksa meminta jasa orang lain. Berikanlah kami (Ya Allah) iman yangsebenarnya sehingga kami tidak lagi gentar dan mengharap orang lain selain Engkau sendiri. Kembangkanlah lembayung rahmatMu kepada kami, keluarga dan anak-anak kami. Jangan (Ya Allah) Engkau biarkan nasib kami ditentukan oleh diri kami sendiri walaupun kadar sekelip mata atau kadar masa yang lebih pendek dari itu. Wahai Tuhan yang paling mudah dan cepat memperkenankan pinta (perkenankanlah).."

Must be strong..

I am writing these words for myself. I am the only person who know myself in the best way. So Sakinah, be strong okay.. Sakinah, you must trust yourself.. think that you can do it.. you can handle it.. Allah with you all the time..

First is recheck your relationship with your God (khusyuk dlm solat, best ibadah)
Second is focus on your master study. (For yourself.. niatkan kerana Allah s.w.t)
Third is your family. (Call parents every week.. help siblings)
Third is your networking with peoples around. (Communication skills.. keperibadian yg baik.. confident level)

Never waste your time. Every seconds is valueable. We will never realize about the time passing. Sedar2 dah hujung bulan. Sememangnya masa sungguh cepat berlalu. Kadang2 rasa takut.. mati makin hampir dgn peredaran masa.. Ya Allah, kami mohon perlindungan di bawah lembayung rahmatMu.. usah sia2kan hidup kami dgn perkara yg sia2..

I am also thinking about my life.. partner in life.. sometime hard.. but as a sister, as a daughter and as a fiancee, I must be strong! The time will come and I will found what I willing to.. insyaAllah.. then, Sakinah bersabarlah.. percaya bahawa Allah sedang mengujimu.. ada hikmah ada hikmh.. itu yang terbaik k..

my supervisor had pushed me on the first meeting for my project.. then I can accpet but sometime its hard.. what is my strategy? must find the best study method. doing technical paper.. study on piezoelectricity.. get the idea and just doing your work! beringatlah bahwa ilmu tu milik Allah.. apa yg mudah dan yg susah semuanya datang dari Allah.. itu khazanah Allah..
"Ya Allah, hambaMu ini lemah.. seringkali kumengadu dan merintih, bukakan pintu hidayahMu kepada ku ya Tuhan.. sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang"

now is gear 4 or not?

what i am doing today? studying and focus on my project.. what I had achieved today?
discussing with my partner about the knowledge application to produce something with innovation.. this is what I got in my life.. chance to learn and become a someone who able to think about fardhu kifayah..

the earth is very valuable.. green power generation can save the natural source.. human can think and The God had created us as the best creation..

I am busy already now. with my study.. as a fellow.. but I learn a lots.. this is my life today.. I hope I can help my mother.. I just want my parent can live well then before.. I am planning to make survey and get some information about how to make loan.. and about the price of the new Proton Saga.. for abuya... glad to give them something...

Am I focus??

Finding the literature for my project while understand the electrical part.. discussing can plus my idea.. knowledge.. thank God.. let my brain thinking and thinking.. about project.....huhu

mr gan ask many things about Islam everyday.. haha about 'why khinzir and dog non halal' .. emm

bleh trade in la kete lame abuya tu.. lagi senang gini.. nak cube gak dapatkan sebuah kete untuk abuya.. mesti mak pun senang hati cmni.. huhu

Allah forgive us

alhamdulillah

Bismillah..

This is just about my life.. hope I can share something with the other.. my life is about sacrifice..
Alhamdulillah, thank God.. HE give me everything.. sometimes hard but then HE give everything.. I attend to the lab punctual before 8 am. hope I can achieve something on my study today..

This month the target is to develop a circuit.. then must apply the software for the computational analysis on my hardware.. I learn new things everyday.. Yesterday Proff gave me advices.. "You must show that you can be better than me..." hah! that one is very challenging for me.. 8am until 2am study.. doing research... can I? anyway this is what I hope from him.. MOTIVATION and good SELF ESTEEM then POSITIVE THINKING and SMART..

Thinking about parents.. I really hope I can give something to them.. still waiting for the operation date.. "Ya Allah, help us.. if that one is good then keep it up on us, if that one is bad, show us the right path"

For my 'adik2 RAKSI' hope you all can manage your time properly.. as a student, determine what is your mission, your destination and never forget that the first thing you must understand is yourself.. InsyaAllah then the other will be satled..
:)